Stormy Weather

Wiating for a biopsy is tough. Espeically knowing that after I DO the thing, it’s just going to be more waiting. My brain is not taking any of this very well. I had been doing pretty well and now I am just overcome with worry about dying. That’s what this feels like… a whole lot […]

October 5th Appointment Party

October 4 4 5 Waiting Appointment Party Well, I finally heard back from my scans.  We decided that the enlarged lymph node is enough of a concern that they will be doing a biopsy.  I say “we” but like… the language they use when they communicate with you about this stuff can be so frustrating.  […]

October 3rd Wait Party

This has been a tough stretch.  What seemed like nothing has now become this big anxiety producing machine.   To try to sum up, I had scans…first doctor was not concerned.   Went to second doctor, he missed my appointment, but saw something in the scan he was concerned about and wanted more scans.  That basically ate […]

June 19th Update

As a lot of you know, I had a big surgery on March 11th.  I feel like it’s been long enough now that I can sort of… suss out some of the deets and tails and also details of what happened there.   So, back in the original cancer resection (that means take it out) surgery, […]