Wiating for a biopsy is tough. Espeically knowing that after I DO the thing, it’s just going to be more waiting. My brain is not taking any of this very well. I had been doing pretty well and now I am just overcome with worry about dying. That’s what this feels like… a whole lot of preamble to “hey you’re not really gonna make it through this”. Or maybe they’re just going to take out my lymph nodes and I will be forced to suffer through another rehab and healing process. We will see. But for now, re